how long has it been since i'm so vexed about this kind of things again? i really hate myself so much!! really a lot!! hate myself to the core.. y does it seems like i'm toying wif their feelings? or is it i ald 动了真情 but refused to admit only? i really don noe.. give up on this stuffs le.. once bitten twice shy~ i'm tired of this le.. really jus treating them all as friends now.. but do they also? since primary sch till now, how many hav i rejected? how many hav i given them false hopes? i also don noe le:( treating all as friends only.. friends always sae i have lots of 烂桃花~ maybe bah.. accepted once but everything doesnt seems to turns out the way i wanted.. tired of it le.. so jus spare me bah.. all i wan now is jus my friends to stay wif me forever!! is that too much to ask?
Boy , I Love You <3
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