Ninety-six days= 13 weeks, 5 days.. how long has it been le? goin to be 4 months in 7 days.. do u still remember? it's a wonder that i could still remember ba.. wad to do? it's my first n i still can't forget.. ppl sae that usually, first love will take ages to forget n it's painful.. how true can it be? i really loved u a lot, that's y it hurts so much.. but do u? u seems to hav ald forgotten about me.. am i jus so worthless to u? i hope u could remember me forever but i noe, it will only bring u unhappiness.. so, forget me it's better for u ba.. it might be painful for me, but, i knew that this is wad i wanted.. to keep u forever in my heart n never let it go.. i really miss u a lot.. how? everyday, i keep hoping that i would receive a sms from u.. but, it never happened.. also correct lar, u ald got ur gf le, where got time to sms a stranger? maybe, u jus wish that u had never met me before ba.. maybe in the end, u r regretting that u ask me for stead.. maybe, everything is jus a wrong move from the start.. jus now, i asked amber, does she regret being wif shazni before, she said she regret a lot.. i wonder how could she possibly regret it? to me, i never regret at all cos i noe, i enjoyed myself n i noe, i really love u.. really really do.. but u never believed me de.. how i wish, u would hug me right now.. hug me tightly like how u once refuse to let me go hence hug me super tight.. i miss that time.. that time when u refuse to let me go.. i really miss u.. miss everything of u.. could we get back together? could we? it's an answer that i refuse to accept unless it's something i wanted for.. missing u is so painful.. do u noe? always thinking that now u r ald someone elses.. imaging u hugging other girl, kissing other girl, holding other girl's hand, i really go crazy.. really go crazy.. cherlyn seems to be the most fortunate among us.. even not in same sch also can be so sweet n last so long.. i envy them.. i envy amber n zhe kai, i envy liting n edrick, i envy every couple.. how i wish we would be like them.. how i wish.. but it's ald too late n it's ald gone.. could we still salvage it? could we? i hope so.. it's the don noe how many times u add me le.. but i really don noe whether to accept or reject.. cos, we once used to be that close, now, we r nth but jus strangers.. should i accept? i really don noe le.. i miss u, i really wan u back.. i can give up everything, jus to be wif u.. do u noe? my heart is always hurting.. hurts like it's goin to stop beating any minute.. can it jus stop beating? maybe i will be more relieved..