Ninety-five days= 13 weeks, 4 days.. seems like i'm jus forcing myself to forget n let go.. maybe i jus can't ba? maybe? i ald don noe le.. ivy sae she saw u at westmall yesterday wor~ wif 1 guy wor, how come not 3 girls le? haha! something wrong wif me ba.. don noe wad i'm doin le.. miss u? i also don noe.. now, i'm really blank le ba.. seeing how my friends beside me r getting their happiness, i suddenly feel so jealous n envy them.. we were once like that de but in the end? it's all gone.. i keep wondering, who's that girl that make u love her so deeply that u could give up everything for her? i envy her so much.. how i wish someone could be so good n love me so deeply.. but i guess, i'm afraid le ba.. i no longer hav anymore courage to start another relationship le.. maybe forever.. forever n ever never, i will still be alone.. do u still come here n see? maybe no le ba.. how i wish u could sms me but i noe u won't de.. i don noe y, everytime, i see ur sms, i will keep smiling non-stop de.. every time, without fail.. even if i'm feeling super down or tired, once ur sms appear, i suddenly forget all my troubles n tiredness.. all i could see is jus ur sms.. then, i can keep smiling to myself for the whole day.. do u noe? u never noe.. u really brought a lot happiness to me but on the other hand, sadness to.. ur leaving seems to hav caused a great scar to me.. forever won't forget the pain de.. how i wish u could be back.. how i wish the one u were talking about were me but i noe, it's not.. everything used to be mine but now, it's another girl's le.. i really lose u le.. really really lose u le..