Seventy-three days= 10 weeks, 3 days.. everyday, posting this.. like u will notice n see it like that.. u can't even access it.. how could u noe wad i am feeling.. saw u todae.. actually was hoping de but didn't not it came true.. was jus turning my head behind n i saw u on the escalator.. immediately turn back cos i don wan u to see.. i don noe how to react.. cos the moment u appear, the feelings came back.. i wanted to rush over to hug u.. but i noe, it's impossible de.. it's jus my thinking.. i should really get rid of that feelings.. but i jus can't.. i jus want u back.. that's wad i'm really hoping n wishing for.. for i noe, u no longer love me.. the one u love now is her.. the her that i cannot replace.. really not even another chance for us? really no more? i seems to be a big fool.. a fool who is waiting for something that is impossible but i'm still willing to try.. but everyday, wad i got is heartache.. cos, now, u don even reply my sms.. i wanted to treat u as a friend for now.. i don wan us to jus lose contact jus like that.. at least still in contact, i might still hav a chance.. or am i jus dreaming? i really love u ba.. the first love of mine, ended so terribly.. the ending that i never expected.. the love that i wanted so much back.. will i be the lucky one to hav it back? will i? i don think so.. if only i had a wish.. i would wish that we were still together n will never part.. i jus love u a lot.. i miss u to.. without u, i jus can't be myself.. the memories that we once had, is it jus so fragile that u had ald forgotten about it? but i can tell u, i never forget.. everything that got to do wif u, is in my head.. jus like how we first met.. during a parents day duty n u had camp on that day so need go early.. i love u..