Seventy-eight days= 11 weeks, 1 day.. i thought i could give u up, forget u totally.. but i realised, i really cannot.. wad i do is jus hurting myself over n over again.. so wad if i really gotten myself a guy who is hot n everything? the love is not there at all.. i never wanted a guy who is hot or wad so ever.. all i need n want is just u, dion lee wei jie.. can't u will fulfill me? y must u hurt me till like that? does hurting me brings u happiness? if yes, then go ahead ba.. i don mind de.. i don noe y it hurts so much.. i thought it won't.. i thought i will get over it in a couple of days.. but i really can't.. really really can't.. all i could do is jus hoping that one day u will come back.. repeating it over n over again.. but it jus doesn't come true.. dion, don u love me anymore? don u hav any feeling for me anymore? does our relationship brings so much sorrow to u that u can't wait to forget it? everyday, i will hope to see ur sms.. sometime, when i'm lucky i will receive it while sometimes when i'm not, i will not even receive a single one.. do u still remember ur promises? u promise me to be wif me forever de.. forever.. but is this forever? y can't guys do wad they sae? i admit, i'm partly in the wrong too but i'm willing to change jus for u.. don't u noe how important u meant to me? how i can't afford to lose u? all i need is u to bring my alive.. don't u noe? really don noe? i thought i could give u up to another girl but i realised i really can't.. that time i keep joking about it but when i get to experience it, i really regret joking wif u.. i finally noe how u feel le.. i'm sorry.. really really sorry.. hope u will forgive me.. i.. really love u a lot.. really miss u a lot..