even thou i hope for u to sms me but i noe u won't de.. maybe u wouldn't even come here anymore.. cos in ur eyes, u only hav ur gf.. this is really my first time seeing u willing to give up everything for her.. i guess, she's really important to u ba.. not even to me that time.. maybe u were jus toying that time ba.. i really don noe le.. finally, everything seems so clear to me.. i was jus a toy to u.. after u had enough, u jus throw me aside.. r all guys like this? if so, i rather not fall in love at all.. cos it takes a lot of courage to love someone n being hurt from the one u love is something that no one would wan it to happen to them.. neither do i, i put in so much but in the end? jus a word sorry.. if a sorry is enough, then i kill someone n sae sorry then i will be alright? it's foolish.. i'm dumb to believe that u r different ba.. sometimes i don care wad ppl think cos i really love u but after seeing wad u sae jus now, i found myself so dumb.. i feel like slashing myself n carve a word to make me remember this.. never ever to repeat this mistake again.. u noe how much u had hurt me? do u noe? i'm here always thinking of u yet u r not even guilty of it.. in ur eyes, ur heart there's another girl le.. n that's a place she had occupied which was once mine.. now, everything is hers le.. to me, i really feel veri veri pain but slowly slowly i no longer care le.. cos it's the truth.. if u really love me, u wouldn't do this to me n if we r really meant to be together, we would eventually be.. now? since u don even wan be friends, then we jus part our ways ba.. till the day we meet again.. u might ald be married wif kids le.. or might even become a successful soccer player? dion, i really once love u de but u r the one who decided to end everything n dash the dreams that we once had.. all in ur own hands.. u never knew how much i put in, in this relationship.. u only noe how much u suffer but wad about me? i noe u had suffer also.. all my nonsense.. i'm sorry but i could only sae, we r both in the fault.. the main problem is trust ba.. like i sae, u can be real good n bad at times.. but that's the part i like about u ba.. cos guys who r bad seems to hav a sense of secure.. that's wad i think lar.. i never once like anyone till so long that it's so hard to let go but eventually, i decided to le.. cos u had ald forgotten about me n that's something that no longer how long it is, it's still the same.. forever gone in ur memory..forget me ba.. u might be happier, jus like now.. as for me, i will also forget u cos there's no point le.. u ald forgotten about me n ald had ur new love so we shall pursue our own happiness ba.. let everything stop here n be erased.. 我曾经深爱过你但是你亲手毁了它的。。 maybe u might see this, maybe u might not.. up to u..