Thirty-four days= 4 weeks, 6 days.. u noe how much it hurts when u sent that sms? telling me not to contact u anymore? from the start, that is wad i wanted le.. but u r the one who refuse.. now? i fall another time le.. yet u wan me to wake up.. do u noe u r veri cruel? once again, i'm being push to hell.. i sae before le.. if making myself hurt will let u notice me, i will do so de.. but i noe, u won't care le.. if u don care le, then y still admit to others i'm ur gf? y don deny when they sae i'm ur gf? u noe, u r jus that important to me.. to the extend that i can't live without u.. u wan me to see doctor then i go see.. cos u noe, i jus love seeing u getting worried for me then ask me to do this n that.. i rather hav u controlling me then now.. u jus practically leave me to die.. cos u r not there anymore.. if by no contacting u will let u become happier, i will grant u de.. i jus wan u to be happy.. that's all le.. thanks for all the memories.. maybe, we would still get together after 10-20 years? my wishful thinking ba..