It's nearly 2 months.. u r still right inside my head.. how can i ever forget u? u r so precious to me.. jus that precious.. i miss u so much.. i'm tempted to contact u but i noe, u will ignore de.. but wad should i do? i should really find one day n jump off the building that could put an end to all my troubles n pain.. first n ever relationship.. cause so much pain to me.. i miss u so.. but do u care? u don le ba? u once loved me so much but not anymore.. it totally hurts.. u were always true to me.. but i tend to think too much.. i regret le.. but it's ald too late isn't it? is there a chance to turn the clock back? if yes, i would wan to.. jus a word from u touches me.. but i noe, i will never get to enjoy that le.. i never deleted all ur smses.. cos they were all memories of u n me.. a part n parcel of my life.. without it now, i feel so empty n lost.. i always remember my phone ringing every now n then.. but now? it's silence.. not even a ring at all.. from thousands to zero.. sitting here in the room, thinking of u every now n then but u r ald gone.. gone wif the wind.. to a faraway land where we no longer noe each other.. back to square one.. strangers.. i never understand how does it feel to be in love wif someone so badly until u came into my life.. u made me knew everything but also took everything away from me.. u don come here anymore right? cos u can't see it le..if u still care, u will find out de.. i miss u, really do.. i always hope to dream of u.. cos my dream always come true so i wanted a dream wif u coming back to me.. i'm so selfish.. i guess i'm still in my enchanted sleep that only a kiss from my beloved can wake me up.. i'm thinking of all possibilities of u coming back to me.. even when taking ur o-level cert.. i was hoping to see u but i noe, u won't de.. even if others see u, they will tell me but i noe that i will never ever see u again in my entire life.. y r u so heartless to me?