Forty-nine days= 7 weeks.. so fast.. it's 7 weeks le.. must u really leave me forever? i hate the feeling.. i don like it.. i jus wan u to be wif me.. i ald give in so much.. wad else must i do then u can come back to me? do u really still believe i go for guys wif looks? y can't u listen to me before deciding on anything? u always never gave me a chance to explain then u decide on everything.. i miss u so much.. do u noe? everyday, ur images keep appearing in my mind that i cannot do anything except to think about u n how happy we were before.. if u noe about my feelings n how hav i been goin through each day, will it change ur mind? do u even try to fiind means to noe my feelings? guess u never ba.. i'm really breaking down.. cos of this one guy.. he drives me crazy n all it's left within me is jus an empty shell.. without u, my life can't be complete.. no matter how much i do, u still won't come back de ba? i don wan be strangers le.. i only wan u to talk to me.. i don wan we don contact anymore:( i really cannot take it le.. imy.. i love u.. i'm really crazy over u le.. haiz.. wad should i do?