Forty-four days= 6 weeks, 2 day.. how long has it been ald.. i jus can't get over u.. saw u todae but i guess u didn't.. immediate change on my face.. guess jocelyn, u saw it right? my mood totally change.. i really cannot bring myself to be happy anymore.. seems like everyone is right.. u really change.. u grew taller, u become more shuai:) but that's the thing i noe long before.. u were jus that shuai but ppl jus don tend to see that side of u.. u always sae i go for looks but i really never.. i'm proud to hav u as my bf regardless of ur appearance but u r really veri veri handsome de.. y still bother to ask about me? am i still in ur heart? if yes, then u should hav said.. but.. i guess no ba.. 3 girls? when did u start de? i'm really surprised.. u tend to attract many girls attention that is y i always keep a close look for u.. cos i'm afraid that one day, u would jus be gone.. jus like now.. i'm envy, i'm jealous.. but wad can i do? now, i'm really breaking down.. i wan to see u but i don hav the courage.. i'm afraid i will break down the moment i see u.. u cut back to ur side fringe.. that suits u better than bangs.. to me, u r always that great.. how i wish jus like wad u told him.. u still message me.. u still care for me.. i jus need u to be there wif me.. jus like how u once did.. imy.. i love u too..