Fifty-two days= 7 weeks, 3 days.. nowadays the moon is so damn nice.. but wad's the point when u r no longer wif me? no matter how good a thing is placed in front of me, without u, it jus seems worthless.. i really miss u way too much.. went to eat wif jionghuai they all after chem practical todae n the first thing i step into westmall, i don noe y, my heart suddenly feel veri veri heavy.. then mood drop the the bottom.. i don noe y.. i wish to noe how r u.. but there's no one helping me at all.. everyone wan me to forget u.. but i jus can't.. i'm way too good for u? actually, not at all.. u r jus way too good for me instead.. it's me who don noe how to appreciate u.. that's y the god punish me.. to make u leave me right? it's my fault.. wad should i do? i jus wan u back to my side..just like before.. was talking about couples holding hands jus now wif jionghuai they all then suddenly remember how i shook off ur hands the first time u tried to hold my hands.. regret so much now.. everytime, when i'm angry i will always shake off ur hands de.. but remember got this once.. i wanted to shake off ur hands again but this time round, u held my hands tightly.. veri veri tightly n sae u won't let go of my hands anymore.. it's damn sweet k? now, it's my turn.. if i'm given another chance, i really won't do it anymore.. never ever let go of ur hands.. i regret it so much.. really regret it so much.. can't we even sms each other just like before? i'm not used to the silent phone.. the phone that usually hav 4000 plus smses due to u.. now, it does not even have any.. the phone is jus so useless for me le.. that time, i pleaded my father to change my plan to unlimited one cos of u.. but now, it's useless.. cos i don even sms that often le.. no one to talk to.. everyday, wad i could do is to re-read all the sms u send me over n over again.. but would it help? u don even bother about me le.. i jus miss u so much..