Fifty-three days= 7 weeks, 4 days.. time flies.. gonna to be another week.. wif mid year coming up.. i hope i can score well but it seems damn difficult wif me not understanding a lot of things n constantly thinking of u.. i should really put u at the back of my mind so that i can focus n not keep thinking u.. but without fail.. everyday will hav ppl mentioning ur name to me.. it's no exception todae.. pretending is so tough.. when will my smile become real n not fake? i wanted to be happy.. real happy n not faking it.. the mask too.. i wanted to take it all off.. be the real me.. i guess, being wif u, i had become myself but once u left, everything went back to the starting point.. the starting point that i hate so much.. the process of being from strangers to friends then to lovers, is so awesome.. falling for u is something i will never regret.. wad i regret is not being able to be wif u forever.. how i wish i will hav the courage to forget everything but i noe i can't.. loving u is so much easier than forgetting u.. getting u out of my mind is even more difficult.. imy.. really do.. i was once the happiest n luckiest girl but now, no more.. lucky to hav u.. lucky that i got u out of all ur admirers.. glad that u chose me.. thanks a lot.. i will treasure the memories that u gave even though u r no longer wif me.. i love u.. always will..