actually, i lied.. i'm not at all ok.. when i see wad ky tweet about u liking her, my mood dropped but i got to pretend.. pretend that i don care at all so that i can forget u easily.. but will it be easy? i don think so.. if it's easy, i would hav forgotten u long ago n find someone else but i jus can't.. i got to admit that she's really pretty.. prettier than me.. way prettier.. i'm ugly n i don noe y u chose me.. if u go for looks, then don bother to hook up wif me from the start cos i don like the feeling of being cheated all along.. when u really loved a guy that muh but later to realised that actually wad he like/love about u is ur looks.. u would be utterly upset over it.. i did not expect u to be so materialistic.. i'm so disappointed in u but i don noe y, i jus still loved u a lot even thou u hurt me deeply.. that's wad i called love ba.. loving someone will not care about his/her looks, bear wif the hurt that he/she done to u n jus give ur best to love that certain someone.. u r forever loved by me.. my first n will it be my last? that's wad i hoped for.. but will it happen? i'm not sure..