U sae that studies weren't ur excuse but how come the reason that u gave me is always study first? it's cos of u, i can't concentrate.. it's cos of u, i'm falling from bad to worse.. it's u that i can't smile.. it's u that i'm no longer me.. it's u that change me.. i'm no longer the one u knew after u left me in lurch.. i've been acting crazy everyday jus to force out that smile that everyone wanted.. do u noe how hard it is? i'm always pretending that without u, i'm much more happier but i noe myself that i was never once happy from the day u leave me.. from that day, i hav been crying myself to sleep without fail.. always dreamt of u.. but i noe that u r ald not mine.. i once own u.. but now, u belong to someone else le.. i no longer hav u all by myself.. or can i sae, i never once hav u totally to myself.. cos we always hav ppl disrupting us hence cos of small things we r always quarreling.. i will disappear from ur sight de.. always hoping to see u but i noe it's impossible de.. u hate me so much.. y would u even wan to see me? from the start, i'm jus invisible to u.. that warmth that i once had, is officially gone.. gone to a place that someone is having now.. pls, treasure him.. cos u never noe when he will be gone by ur sight.. he's a great guy, a guy that i would never let go if i had the chance to hav him by my side again.. treasure him well, love only him.. i will then be able to forget him quickly.. making sure that he is happy..