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♥ Saturday, March 12, 2011

Thirteen day= 1 week, 6 days.. i made a wish last night at 11.11.. which is for u so sms me.. n guess wad? u really did.. but ur sms doesn't mean anything to me le.. sorry that u still hav that belief? wad belief? u also didn't sae anything.. actually i wasn't hoping much le.. cos i noe that once lost le, no matter wad i do, it won;t come back le.. so y not jus forget it? i tried veri hard.. really veri hard.. i slowly slowly give up le.. but i noe, if one day i were to see u, i will really breakdown de.. cos that feelings for u will still be there.. forever be that.. if u were to sae i had ald given up, it's not that easy de.. cos u were once my life.. i could give up everything cos of u.. i thought i could really resist the temptation of u.. but later i realised that i can't.. cos u were simply jus that addictive.. u r jus like a drug to me.. a drug that once i'm addicted to it.. i can never get rid of that addiction cos i will jus crave for more.. those drug addicts should noe my feelings ba.. me really miss u a lot.. but i noe u r enjoying ur life without me.. so i won;t go bother u also le.. cos it had been ages since u hav that smile on ur face le.. that smile that i long for.. so, if by leaving u could let u hav that smile back, i think it's worth the change de.. but how? i still wan u back? i really can go crazy over u.. i hate the me now.. the me that would go crazy over this stupid guy that don even care about me le.. to him, i'm jus invisible.. always pretending that breaking wif u is nth but actually i'm not ok.. my heart is really veri pain but i jus can't show out.. wif u, i could be myself.. but now without u? i'm back to the girl that can't express herself anymore le.. do u noe how tough is it? i hav to keep everything in my heart for fear that one day ppl would expose me? i hav so much to tell u.. i feel so bad doin this, doin that.. but i cannot tell anyone except for u.. now, without u, i'm really hopeless.. u r always there to listen to me.. u r always there for me.. now? wad i hav is me, all alone by myself.. i hav no one to turn to for help.. i hav no one to talk to.. i hav no one to smile to.. i hav no one! simply jus alone.. it had been ages since i had this feelings le.. but now? i'm back to the square one.. cos u left my life.. leaving me all alone to settle my things.. i really cannot breathe le.. i need u.. really need u.. wad will i hav to do in order to hav u back? i will do everything de.. imy.. really miss u..


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