Sixteenth day= 2 weeks, 2 days.. mother tongue oral todae.. think i screw up lor.. mrs mok sae i too gentle liao:( wad's wrong wif me? i sae i wanna forget but i jus keep thinking about it.. jus now in bus also.. think n think.. if only there's a medicine for memory loss.. i'm really breaking down le.. saw all those tweets really hurts.. maybe i should really jus jump down.. down to a place where there is no worries, no sadness.. do u even care? no ba.. u also can't see this.. me really miss u a lot.. u really r one big bastard!! y must i be so crazy over u? u r jus nth~ but i jus can't assume that.. cos u really mean a lot to me.. really, really, really a lot.. but it's time to let go le right? todae mention about u again.. u, n it's always u.. y can't u jus get right out of my mind? i'm really useles.. jus a simple things like forgetting ppl also cannot do.. no wonder we end up like that.. all my fault ba.. my mind is telling me to jump.. i should really jump:) it seems fun:) to be able to get rid of everything.. forget everything.. jus let everything end here ba.. from the day i jump.. everything will be gone forever le.. forever gone.. it hurts.. hurts terribly..