The second day without u.. guess i will still hav the urge to miss u but i noe i shouldn't be doin this de.. i will ba, slowly, slowly get u out of my mind, but is it possible? I myself also don noe.. Ur sms last night really makes me puzzled.. i thought u sae u wanted to avoid it? But y still sms me with the word jealous in it? don make me misunderstood can? u noe de, i'm easily touched by just ur words.. so don give me false hopes unless u really mean it.. but can sae, i really really misses u a lot.. i hate goin to westmall cos i'm afraid of seeing u wif the person i don hope to see u wif.. i'm afraid that once i see u, everything that i hav tried would be useless again.. but on the other hand i also wanted to catch a glimpse of u.. wonder how r u now or wad de.. don get so stressed up wif ur work ba.. should try to relax.. that's wad u always sae to me de:) i really wonder how will my life goes on wifout u by my side.. really wonder.. maybe i'm too dependent towards u le ba.. should learn how to be independent le.. i really misses u alot.. that smile on my face is really really veri tiring.. i wan to smile from my heart but i knew i can never smile again le once u were gone.. how i wish u were forever mine.. but it's time i should let go le right?
Boy , I Love You <3
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