Ninth day= 1 week, 2 days.. y am i so foolish to keep counting? he don even care.. break todae.. thought u would be that kind soul to sent me to sch, fetch me home.. thinking all these useless stuffs.. it can't be de.. cos we ald don belong to the same world.. i'm so pissed at myself for not being able to come out of it.. y? if u can, y can't i? is it cos i put u as my priority n to u, i'm jus nth? that's y u can forget it so quickly.. i'm so stupid.. stupid to be thinking of u, missing u.. cos it's not worth de.. i tried all means to get u back but? all those promises r all fake de.. it's jus to make me happy.. if u sae u really love me from the start, u won't do this to me de.. i really doubt wad u sae.. so wad if u really stalk me? i'm happy that u actually cares for me.. but now? after thinking through, i feel so stupid.. maybe u were jus gloating at the achievement that u hav done.. which is to make life difficult for me.. the whole day.. i really wonder wad were u doin.. don tell me is study cos i don believe that u will study for the whole day.. even if that is.. but don tell me u don use ur phone.. if i'm really so irritating, jus tell me.. i can n won't bother u again de.. maybe it's right ba.. we should never got into this mess de.. i should stop all contact from u de.. shouldn't be so soft-hearted de.. but that's me.. when facing u, i totally forget who i am.. should keep myself super busy so that i won't think or bother so much le.. do i really don stand a thing to u? don u feel anything for me at all? do u really hate me so much? jamie tan, time to give up le ba! i fully understand everything le.. to u,i'm jus not there anymore.. i'm nth to u le.. so, from now on, i will jus let nature takes its course.. if we r really meant to be, we will de.. who knows, i might soon be able to forget u.. but is it possible? everyday, ur name will appear.. everyone will ask me.. so wad to do? i will jus force a smile n sae, we break le.. is't that wad u hope to see? me goin crazy over this.. always sad, cry for nth.. u achieve ur goal le.. u totally make me go crazy over u n my life is really difficult cos of u.. laugh ba, jus laugh at such a stupid person i am.. to fall for ur trap.. thursday coming.. shouldn't even be thinking about it de.. give up ba.. u ald don stand a place in his heart.. jamie, time to move on le.. he doesn't love u anymore.. to him, u r jus a trash that he had thrown it away after finish using..
Boy , I Love You <3
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