I'm really tired, really.. up till now, wad's important to u is still ur that 'sis'.. i noe u goes for looks.. but must u really be so obvious? it really hurts.. let's us jus be strangers ba.. tears? i really don noe wad is it le.. love? i also forget wad is the feeling le.. i lost everything.. since the day i lost u.. i'm jus like a zombie.. everything is fake.. i really on noe how to differentiate le.. i rather stay in the dreams then coming back to the reality.. i really don wan to noe anything le.. i jus wish to jump down here.. i guess, i really will.. i'm breaking down le.. all ur words r fake de.. really really fake de.. i don believe u anymore le.. ending it will be the best.. windows, here i come.. jus like everything end here.. it's time to put a stop to all suffering le.. a past that i loved so much.. i rather not remember it.. cos it's too painful le.. i cannot stand the pain so i will end it earlier.. end it n i will be free.. forever free.. bye..