Fifth day.. as each day passes, i guess the feeling just get stronger ba? i really misses u a lot but how? u no longer need me, love me le.. i'm just still crazily in love wif u.. y must u leave so soon? hate it.. hate the feeling of being alone.. it doesn't feels good.. just come home from tuition n i nearly freak out.. the whole pathway was dark n clear of ppl.. it's damn empty that i keep listening to my songs n hope that u will beside me to hold on to my hands to give me that sense of secure.. but that's only my wishful thinking.. u will never be mine again le.. i'm awake le.. fully awake.. once it's gone, it's forever gone.. no matter how much i hope for it to come back, it won't le.. study hard? that's wad u always tell me.. i will de.. it's time i should organise myself le.. forget the past n move forward? yes, i should.. i love u so i'm goin to let go le.. totally let go le.. eventhough this blog will still be filled wif my memories but i guess it's pointless ba? u also won't read it de.. but i will still update it.. from todae onwards, i hav tuition on friday, sat n sun then sat got chinese remedial in sch.. gonna to be real busy..
Boy , I Love You <3
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