Eleventh day= 1 week, 4 days.. todae is also our one year, one month.. guess u forget le ba.. jus like wad u sae.. u ald lost ur feelings towards me.. i really wonder how u do it de.. am i so bad? not worth ur love? i must be a failed gf ba.. can even make my bf lost his feelings towards me.. when u sae u go for looks, i'm really hurt.. so u choose me not because u love me, but for my looks? i'm also not pretty, y me? y torture me now? u should hav chosen ur friends wad... they veri pretty leh.. compared to me, i'm jus an ugly duckling whereas they r a swan.. u could hav chosen them at first.. y not them but me? i really love u too much that i can give up everything jus for u.. for u? u can't ba.. if were to let u choose, u would choose friends and soccer and also studies but not me.. i won't be in ur choice de.. i thought we could get back.. i really thought so.. but i noe, it will never happen le.. once the feelings is lost, u can never get it back de right? imy.. u won't see this post also de ba.. cos i make it invisible le.. u had no idea how much i suffer.. i may act as if i don care about u but i really do de.. is jus that i hide it too well le.. that u don even notice it.. i only sae sae but actually that is not wad i meant de.. how can i forget u? u were so precious to me.. as precious as my life.. my life is not even worth that much as u.. i only wan u to come back.. is it so hard? if we were still together, todae is our 1 year, 1 month.. we will be sms-ing now, n who knows u might even meet me n send me home jus now.. i might get a hug n kiss from u too.. we will also be sms-ing sweet stuffs now.. cos u were jus this sweet to me.. i really miss u.. eventhough we never had any gifts for each other on this day, but i noe that ur love for me is enough le.. i don need gifts, don need u to spend money on me.. jus ur love is enough le.. if only that time i could open up n tell u how much i love u, treasure u, maybe we won;t end up like how we were now le.. i love u, i miss u as well..