Eighteenth day= 2 weeks, 4 days.. screw up my F&N practical.. u seems to be my lucky star.. whenever i hav ur wishes, u wif me, i will always do things smoothly de.. but now? i can only see u wishing her well but not me.. do u noe how much it hurts? taking that feelings after knowing everything to the kitchen n doin my practical wif such a lousy feeling that i can't even concentrate hence making a lot of mistake, i really cannot take it le.. i'm really breaking down.. nearly cried in the train.. how i wish u were by my side to hug me n tell me it's alright.. give me a kiss n tell me everything will be fine.. u sae u weren't goin for class outing, movie but can i trust u? i really don noe le.. or maybe, u were meeting ur beloved ba.. she todae damn happy leh, maybe she will tell u that u did well.. i really don noewad's wrong wif me.. this year is a bad year for me.. i jus wan u back.. is it that hard? u really lost ur feelings for me le? i don believe it.. but it seems so.. i miss u so much.. jus now carry damn a lot heavy things lor.. if u were there, how great would it be.. i really miss u, really.. i only had eyes for u, my heart belongs to u le.. can everything jus disappear? u ald don like me le.. i'm really lost.. i need u, really need u by my side.. i'm tired, breaking down le.. can anyone save me?