Wad should i do wif? Can u tell me? i'm really lost, wifout u by my side.. i missed everything about u.. really everything about u.. y won't u believe me that i don wan wad handsome guys or wad de.. i only wan u.. wad's on my mind everyday is only u.. a sms from u can make me happy for the whole day.. i really really miss u a lot.. i'm still so foolish to think that u will come back to me again, when i noe u ald forget about me le.. how can u forget so fast? 1 year of relationship is so fragile? all those promises that u made is all useless le? i really hate to end le.. can u pls come back to me? even if it takes for me to shorten my life span or wad, i still wan u back.. only wif u by my side, i can be myself n not think of how others thinks of me.. I got so much to tell u but now? i can only keep it inside my heart n i'm afraid that one day i might just collapse.. that silent phone of mine is just there not ringing anymore.. i just keep looking at it hoping that it will be once filled wif rings which is all filled wif smses from u.. i miss u so much.. even i block u, unfollow u but i still can't forget u.. y is it so hard to forget u? it was suppose to be easy de, but y is it so hard? can anyone tell me? is it the first relationship is always so hard to forget? if that's the case i rather it has not ended but continue till we die.. i had this thoughts to be wif u till we die.. but now? it just ended so fast.. 1 year, the feelings hav not faded but got so strong that i can no longer hide it.. to me, u r that handsome bf of mine that is always there whenever i need u.. whenever i need a listening ear, u r also there for me.. u r just that great to me.. we always get jealous easily over small things.. but isn't that part of maintaining this relationship? trust? this is the thing that we r lacking in that's y we ended up in this state.. if given another chance, i will make sure that the trust is first build up.. i really hope that everything can be back like how it was.. bf, i really miss u:( miss u a lot.. y must it be them? y can't it be me? i was once that important to u.. hav u forgotten it? is that feeling gone that fast? i hope not.. if u r willing to trust me, everything can go back de.. i really really love u.. if u really remember, u would noe that even i block u, unfollow u, there's still something that u can noe about my daily life de n my thoughts.. which is this blog..
Boy , I Love You <3
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