Guess u won't come here n read le ba? We went through so much but in the end that's how we end up.. I finally noe.. there's no happy ending de, never ever will.. I give up so much for it yet wad u tell me is to end it cos of studies( i understand), soccer (understand) n friends( don get it).. u sae u don like them but in the end? it's all fake de.. u were just trying to make me happy then ba? now i noe le.. they will never be able to be totally out of ur side de.. i'm not even important to u like how they were.. i delete everything of urs.. but is that a right choice? i hope so.. i cannot promised that i will forget u immediately but i will try.. The feelings hav not faded yet but stronger.. wad am i goin to do wif it? Can anyone help me? i can only pretend not to noe u now.. It's damn hard but do i hav a choice? hope i can keep up to the pretence.. i decided to forget le but u still come n talk to me.. that's wad i hope but not the request that u wanted.. u noe wad i wanted de so unless that is wad u wan, if not, wad we r is jus strangers.. everything is private le.. even if i wanted to take a peek at it also cannot le.. but maybe it will help? i really don noe.. pls.. help me:( i don wan to give up but i noe u ald so wad i can do is to grant u.. Tears just keep coming down.. it just won't stop.. it really hurts.. really really hurts.. i wan u back but i noe that's jus my wishful thinking.. Seeing how my bro is now, reminds me of how i was once.. i used to own all of that but no longer anymore.. i missed that time.. if i could turn the clock back, i rather it stay at the time when we were just friends n also the part where i'm at OSL..
Boy , I Love You <3
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