I guess we can never be back to wad we were once before.. I still hav the tendency to be worried for u, angry n jealous cos of simple things but i noe i can no longer do that.. Maybe letting everything back to where it start from, changing it from there, from wad we r, once a stranger.. I think maybe that will be better for everyone.. Still tend to look at the phone, waiting for ur sms but i noe, i no longer need that, i should pass the responsibility to others le, let them be the one doin it.. Todae, saw u wif her n u seems happy, maybe i should let go of everything le, not harping onto anymore things cos i noe.. It's useless now.. Nothing can turn the clock back to once we were like.. Wad can we do when we regret now?? Everything is too late.. Jus hope u r happy now.. Hear from someone that u fell this morning, hope u r ok.. I really hate the feeling of being abandon n left out but i think i'm being used to it le.. Jus let everything go back to where it start from.. I'm once again the girl who is alone, putting on a mask that shows that i'm happy everyday, goin along wif others opinion, let others jus think that i'm a bad person n let them continue hating me.. I'm used to it le, too used to it till i'm sick n tired of the same things happening everyday.. There is really nth i can do to change their views about me so y not jus let them carry on??
Boy , I Love You <3
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