Sometimes, it is really too hard for me to continue on, really hoping to give up le.. I don noe y either.. Wad's really wrong wif me this few days?? I can jus sae.. gaining ur trust is much more difficult than anything else.. how i wish i can turn back the clock n change everything... maybe not knowing me would be better for u..
Went back for class cheer todae n barely half of the class turn up but at least it can show that even without the other half, we r ald that loud so i can trust that the other half will be as equally as loud as us lor.. After the cheer, catch up wif some of the 2E2 n it was fun!! Miss tan later send JiongHuai n me to westmall cos she goin there to buy DVD.. After reaching, JiongHuai went for STUCCO( don noe if i got spell correctly) n i accompany miss tan to buy her DVD n also chat wif her.. Actually after that, planning to go meet him de but don noe y he suddenly angry n left liao lor then i go find Jocelyn at subway n order the food for takeaway.
I seriously don noe u anymore, u hav changed so much till i cannot sense any familiarity from u.. the innocent, cheerful part of u is gone n now u hav become someone who like to hav attention n is always hanging out wif guys that u can forget about everyone..
Everyone around me hav been changing till i am really scared of losing everyone in the end.. I really hope for everything to be back to the original..
Boy , I Love You <3
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